there is a dozen of memories you have for the one who don't remember it now. All he/she remembers are the flaws you have, what you failed to do and doubts on your intentions. wondering such lines when its mid night and your heart is so heavy. all the memories may roll in to your eyes for the one you have done a lot.its not always in a relationship. it can be any relationship where you selflessly done things, sacrifice silently. many small things perhaps you have done. went slowly when he/she was asleep. tried your best to make them happy. tried to buy their demands and left your own. cook for her/him when you saw he/she was busy in exams and need energy. tried your best to make their each and every dream true. you were strong on that time. you don't bother to stay alone. then....
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suddenly things started to change. those who appreciated you now accuse you for all the wrong reasons. you defend yourself but feel so bad as you make them your world them and it looks painful to see that you don't really exist in their lives. Each of their word show that they are ready to end with you. They take revenge when any mistake happen from you...
life is really unpredictable so the humans are :) for those you may spend your whole life till today, they don't bother if you are alive or dead. and those who you never noticed they were there smiling to you. try to be with you. try to get your attention you never gave to them.
its not your fault its not our fault. we are humans and we can predict life and relations. pains come to us unexpectedly and from unexpected relations but its life and no doubt you right now feeling like a hole in your heart. very weak, in pain and alone but your creator up there watching you and knows that what you have done and what they are doing. what you deserve and what they deserve. what pain you are facing and what gem they are losing.
may be one day they understand or if they don't , world didn't end here. there is something for you here otherwise you would not be created. someone is there who is facing same things and waiting for someone to join.
don't lose hope due to temporary things. see the life on big canvas. big ideas , big ambitions ,
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suddenly things started to change. those who appreciated you now accuse you for all the wrong reasons. you defend yourself but feel so bad as you make them your world them and it looks painful to see that you don't really exist in their lives. Each of their word show that they are ready to end with you. They take revenge when any mistake happen from you...
life is really unpredictable so the humans are :) for those you may spend your whole life till today, they don't bother if you are alive or dead. and those who you never noticed they were there smiling to you. try to be with you. try to get your attention you never gave to them.
its not your fault its not our fault. we are humans and we can predict life and relations. pains come to us unexpectedly and from unexpected relations but its life and no doubt you right now feeling like a hole in your heart. very weak, in pain and alone but your creator up there watching you and knows that what you have done and what they are doing. what you deserve and what they deserve. what pain you are facing and what gem they are losing.
may be one day they understand or if they don't , world didn't end here. there is something for you here otherwise you would not be created. someone is there who is facing same things and waiting for someone to join.
don't lose hope due to temporary things. see the life on big canvas. big ideas , big ambitions ,
when we can't laugh on a same joke
again & again
how possibly we
could cry on the same reason!
let it all done' and pray that things become better and be strong and calm as you are the writer of your story don't allow others to write your story make it an aspirational story which someday your grand children or others may relate when they feel sad or fed up
what you say...
be happy :)
